Clearing my Head

Wow. I guess it's easy to write alot when you start these things or something, because this is my third today. haha. But whatever, I had stuff to write and I wanted to write it. I went for a run a while after my last blog. I ran as hard as I could, not for long of course, just once around the block with my dog. But it was enough. I just wanted to feel the wind in my face and the pavement under my feet. To feel my heartbeat race and my head pound. God I love that feeling. It clears my head. And now I'm not as stressed as earlier. Although I still need to find that goshdarn receipt that I lost for Junior Achievement. I really don't want to be audited you know... But whatever. I'll call the guy tomorrow and ask for a replacement. That might work. haha. Hopefully. And now I'm sitting here listening to my music. God, I feel so much better. It's funny how such a little thing as playing a CD can make me feel better. I swear to God, without my music I would absolutely die. No kidding. It's such an escape, just like running or reading or writing are escapes. They're just different worlds for me, detached from all the problems of reality. Anyway, I just wanted to say that I'm feeling much better. Everything will work out fine I think, I just have to have faith in God <3