The weekends here! :D

YAY! The weekend is finally here! Yesterday after school at around 830 Meaghan came over. Camille ordered pizza for us and brought home pop and chips. yummm. Then Meaghan and I watched ghost. Best love story every, God I love that movie! Then when she left I went back on the computer which is what I had been doing from the time I got home till when she got there. I love not having any siblings home to kick me off. It's wonderful. haha. Anyway, I had quite the conversations... I think are a couple people that need to be blocked... or annihilated altogether! Geez. But I was up until three in the morning talking to my new friend Mike. He's my orchestra buddy who's not really in orchestra! hahaha. Jeez. I learned something this morning. If you want the cleaning ladies to clean your room? Don't sleep in. They just pass over it. My aunt and her sister clean my house every friday but I didn't wake up until 12:30 when they were leaving. Oh well, I'll do it later myself I guess. But now I have a horrible headache from sleeping in when my body thought I should be up. I don't think I'll be sleeping in that late from now on... hmmm. Random noise from upstairs in an empty house? That's freaky... Anyway. While in school yesterday I wrote two new poems, so after I type those out, I'm off.


A Hidden Path

When you look into my eyes,
What do you see;
Is it lies or vacancy?
In my eyes should be contempt,
for you I mean;
You won't allow me too vent.
At times I want to just explode,
Which way do I go;
At this fork in the road?
I can't feel my feet,
Nor hear my heart;
This web of lies will tear me apart.
When I hear his hello,
I just want to cry;
Does he really love me or is it all a lie?
When the time comes,
I wish to know whats right.
I don't want to hurt you, don't want to fight.
Maybe one day,
I'll know which path to chose,
But either of you I wish never to lose.


11:11

I wish for you every night,
I wish that you and I were right.
I wish that you would let me know,
I wish that I could just let go.
I wish that i wasn't all a lie,
I wish you wouldn't make me cry.
I wish for you to love me back,
I wish for passion that you lack.
I wish for you every night,
I wish I wish with all my might.