Well guys, that's me and my boyfriend Stephen. We've been going out since October 2nd and up until lately we've been doing great. This weekend we had some problems, but I think it will work out okay. I don't want to say I love him because I don't use that work but I do really care about him and want things to workout. I don't want to ever hurt him. But other than that life is pretty good. I just wish my grades were better : I'm used to high eighties and nineties but this year they're all in the seventies! That's horrible! I'm so stressed lately it's not even funny. I have Junior Achievement stuff, and school stuff and now this stuff with Stephen and some stuff with my friends. I just don't know what to put my priorities into because on top of that I have violin and my family to worry about. Things are just piling up and I have no idea what to concentrate on so I try and concentrate on it all. It's not working. I just wish I had time to go for a run, or sit down and play some music and/or write. I just wish I could just sit for a bit and not worry about something. But it's impossible. There are always things running through my head that I have to do. I don't know what to do about it. Everything I have is so important so I can't quit anything. So I just keep running. I'm burning out, exhausted and stressed and cranky just about everyday for the past month. But whatever. Maybe I'll get up early in the morning and go for a run. It snowed today though, which means Christmas Vacation is coming up! At least I have something to look forward to...
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